Philosopher

There wil be times when u will feel like everything is just illusionary. Nothing is real its all gonna fade away no one is gonna remember anything its like everyone is part of and yet no one is. You are destined to be alone most of times actually all the time. If u have people around u consider yourself lucky only if they stand with u and be for u. else like everyone you are gonna be urself and alone!:)

Being alone is simple you don’t have to bother whos gonna see you or about your image you know what you are,who you are and your potential. You don’t have to explain why u won o why you lost the little competitions in life. Its easy to live for yourself but when others get involved no matter how good friends you are o close pals you become you have to maintain that integrety, individuality you cant loose yourself and let yourself down. It complicates things. If you do something when you are alone you know its for yourself, you are gonna appericate it. When you do something for others and you see them being dissappointed,unhappy n more expection that you cant meet you loose your confidence which is like soul to you. You feel everything 80 times more than wat they feel. You would feel things with you are simple with others its complicated. Never being happy souls are more out ther no matter what you do they cant be happy they have a reason to cry and cribb..
At times you let yourself down so that you wont be alone when you know you are destined to be alone just to win that person.one gift that god has given to human is they cant read others mind,very few are cursed with it though they can only guess its not like they can be sure of it. They can just know intentions not their strategy. No one is worth trusting not even yourself things are very uncertain in life you never know what can happen next, how things could be used against you.

No matter how fast you run u cant escape anything one fine day unexpectedly they will surface and you gotta deal with it that’s only option left. When you loose yourself to the fear you loose everything in this world. But when you loose fear you gain everything from the world like courage,success,people,strength,stamina and lot more.

Whwn people try to hurt you you don’t get hurt even a bit even if it does you don’t show you are still the same happy person how would they feel??? What that feeling tell you?? I know I have lot to do lot to experience. I have so much to do. Its like life is a syllabus and its covering it everyday by itself. Feels like the story of harry potter. In classroom of life for lifetime. You neva know when your test started o ended all you know is only when the results comes out. You know you learnt a lesson best part is in life’s exams you don’t necessarily have to pass,failure is called as distinction only if you learn from it and use it as your stepping stone.

Quote (my fave)

No matter how dark the night, somehow the sun rises once again and all shadows are chased away

~ David Matthew

Quote:

Every day is a new beginning. Treat it that way. Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be.

~ Marsha Petrie Sue

poem by someone..

Girl you need to know, like u need me no more..
we all grow for sure; dont pick what u throw..
There's nothing to Make for this; its only when we loose we miss..
U Knocked me down wen i was low,there nothing left;left to show..
Though ur eyes say u need me,ur lips say u need to be set free..
Hurts to see what u've become,u know u don need yet u want some..

Got ur picture on ma wall; no i wont let u fall..
Sometimes we jus need to crawl, to make sure we dont loose it all..
Yeah U know how to roll the ball !!
Cross my hrt 'm not afraid to die, from the start never regret ur life..
Pull me close,hold me tight; give me power, give me light..
All those moment my lies,has brought tears into our eyes..
I stil hope and I Belive, that u'd never decive..
Tonight i smile to you looking at ur face, holding back the truth; hearts were neva meant to race..
Love's a weapon tat Kills alive, heart breaks are hard to survive..

There's just no turning back, can never stand against d fact..
Never made it as a wise man, though i did all i can..
No more apologies,no not even expectation to see; if this is how its suppose to be, yeah u all can sue me.
My souls frozen been in living hell, when ur soo good when i fell.
U can break me not my pride, i still love u yet its dead inside.
Cant burn d fire, cant sleep wen Drms haunt , If this is ur desire i give u what u want.

- MT

Silent Hill Promise

A girls' simple pleasures:

Letting your hair free from a pony-tail at the end of the day.
That smooth sensation you get all over your body right after you shave.
Taking your bra off after a long day.
Getting ready for a day you been looking forward to.
Chillin’ at home, no make-up, bed hair, basketball shorts, in front of the TV snacking endlessly on junk food.
Knowing it’s your last day of your menstrual cycle.
Going through your bags of new clothes… that were on sale!

Must read its beautiful

“Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.”

Must read its beautiful

“Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.”

Silent Hill 2: Promise Lyrics

Wen!......

Wen u think u have lost all the hopes and dreams have faith, u neva know wen all the dreams u have might become true.
Wen u dont know what to do just keep moving you will discover what u want to do.
Wen you feel you dont have a reason to wake up in the morning probably almighty wants u to stay in bed for little longer n relax.
Wen things starts going rough know its only to smooth-en you and make you strong.
Wen things go sour try to sweeten things up cuz its all about taste..
we are what we choose.
sometimes things chose you.

Accept the fact and move on. lifes is only for the moment.things that are meant to happen will happen anyway..:)

Chase and Status feat. White Lies - Embrace with lyrics

Hatred and bitterness can never cure the disease of fear; only love can do that. Hatred paralyses life; love harmonises it. Hatred darkens life; love illumines it. ~ Marin Luther King 1929

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

Adele - Someone Like You (Live in Her Home)

Adele - Rolling In The Deep

Yasmin - 'Finish Line' (OFFICIAL VIDEO) (Out Now!)

Example 'Changed The Way You Kiss Me' OFFICIAL VIDEO (Out NOW)

Example - 'Stay Awake' OFFICIAL VIDEO (Out NOW)

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
~ Steve Jobs

example - Stay awake

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5CcOq8UzkI&feature=related

Fights

Y do people fight wen they have a disagreement about something and they go out of their way to prove themselves right or just to annoy other person they say mean things and hurt them.Why??

Fight for themselves, to defend themselves and secure themselves they fight for their right , and for their right because they have a voice too n their opinion is important to them n feel it can help others n themselves, if not implement they should atleast be heard i have seen people being desparate to be heard, everyone wants to be heard..

Probably that is why everyone ,every single being fights.. Fight for self, fight for urself, fight for ur people,fight to be important,fight for ur importance, fight for acceptance,fight for survival, fight for freedom, fight for ur right, fight for love, fight! wage a war to own something but at last u end up with lots of loss n wounds which take lot of time to heal n leaves scars behind..

So why do we exactly fight ? How about everyone respecting, caring, loving n being affectationate about each other! ..


When war is done, the wound is gonna hurt both and losses can neva be filled , u can't undo the done in life.. Its too short to go thru all this n these kinda invisble deep wounds take real long time to heal n it doesn't even matter who won or lost either way both have lost! BUT ONE QUESTION REMAINS- "WAS IT ALL WORTH IT?"
life is indeed short for all this ...

keep urself happy

The day I had an amazing day I neva thought it would be over soon.
Take anything just a hangout with buddies or spending time with your guy or a good sleep or just a thing u love doing. wat happens wen its over n you know it is just done forever this day won't return the time u had won't come back n its over forever.
Personally when I had this feeling even after knowing all the above when I went through it I felt horrible like everything is there for a moment n then its like never happened... how sad is life ??
Gosh!! Wen I had that moment I felt lonely, like no matter what you do at the end you have to stay with YOU no matter what!! So always treat yourself right with clear conscience be right to yourself its you who has to be alone and its life. If there was no videos photos or technology I would definitely take it as a dream,how would u prove that this funtime happened. Life is not fair:(

mother oh dear

My mom used to be supportive wen I was in high school then wen I graduated dad had started understand me as well n mom just stopped right there like she doesn't exist. Me n dad were still walkin the walk n mom just left us n started pouring her attention to a bitch who is an underdog n a biatch stranding us to death.
Mom used to tell me wen I was a kid that if u appreciate someone then they would get proud n wouldn't do the thing good , therefore she never appreciated anyone n even I received same treatment with no exception as her daughter which made me feel like I lack things never thought I was fit cuz mom said I wasn't even after I was and I lost confidence felt like a failure like I am unfit to receive good things.
- am so used to it if I get something easily I feel like something is wrong wen I get it with all my hardwork I feel I deserve it.
My mother knows how important is appreciation but still she doesn't she just can't say good things except cursing us in literal sense.
At times its important to appericate it can make someone better at what they are doin n it can mean a lottttt to them. Showing gratitude is also very important which my mother never does .

Royal wedding..

I am a sucker for fairytale n monarch life. Royal wedding of kate middleton and prince willam now the duke and duchess of cambridge was so much like a fairytale. I was up all day (though i was horribly sick) watching the royal wedding. Princess diana is still my fave..

I dint like her hair, she lost lot of weight after her engagement i dint like her wedding dress though i loved other one she wore later that day. I was following the wedding on BBC live and i kept looking out for more info on net as well.Loved tiara Official photographs were beautiful n it was a love marriage. beautiful cars, royalty on the whole wonderful fairytale wedding loved it.

I found out one thing that took out all excitement in me about the wedding "NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS"

.Life and its strange ways..

Life is strange in a way. Why do we always have to loose what we gain? its ok if it loses its luster but losing entire valuable thing??

Everything that exists come to an end . why? We meet only to depart and we grow fond of things only to give up.

Maybe its the way nature tells us to adapt to change and to let go off certain things for good.It is very important to be flexible and to adapt when its needed and to let go off things to make way for new ones (i guess).Life and its strange ways..

Love is love : A time-consuming commitment, perpetually playing at the back of our minds, releasing us off the pressure of daily deadlines and hypnotically taking us to a zone where we willingly submit ourselves to bring upon a passionate character and charisma to the work-done.