ah ah its change

i am on call listening to music n enjoyin my vacations, suddenly a thought on thing i ve been goin through struck to my mind. I have my life sailing in a different direction and all the things thats happening, its strange to notice that things take toll on u n wen u want that thing to dissappear it doesnt give u wat u want but instead throws another thing at you.Things start to work out strange way that u wouldnt have imagined n no matter what life moves on.[:)]

At times u search for something and u never get and wen u stop hoping for it n feel numb abt it then a silver lining appears on the horizon. It really hurts to know that wen u stop hopin for it n feel numb abt it thats wen life shows to u that hope gives u patience n patience takes time n time yeild u fruits......

praising someone to get ur work done, keepin a face n doin something that should be done n ur heart needs something else and after all this u stil act really fine.... its difficult for a starter but being a bitch at times pays off. but its really hard... everyone does it n no one accepts .no one wants to be labelled as bad everyone wants to be good but its life u gotta play every role n ur role keeps changing.

I love the way things are changing n i am happy to witness it for others as well as mine..
{:)]

wat should i do

Guess what??

i discovered why my vacations are for???

its to sought my issues , hang out n to do some shopping n listen to my friends issues n solve it.

You know what my friends always fight with their respective boyfriend or girlfriend and come to me and ask me what they should do? and if i say anything n if it works out then its their true love and affection n if it doesn't then its my fault!

well HOW RUDE IS THAT??? if i don't speak a word, then too its my mistake u know y??? because i dint speak n guide them what they should do??. I mean,what the hell? when things go right you guys don't have a decent attitude of showing some gratitude n they go wrong you blame me for it???

what sort of thing is it???its your life and your relation why don't you take care of it??? i am not an old agony aunt who's work is to solve issues. i have my life!

My blog post

well the first post in my new blog;)

wondering what i should be writing..????

Hmmm i am a teenager n going to be twenty something and have loads to write that i think, do and happen with me.

i wasn't a great fan of blogging till recently because i used to write my personal diary never felt like sharing my life on net but then i thought its a online journal can add anything i want like my fav videos n free space so can write anything, unlike my diary 'a page a day' which is obiviously not enough n cant really take it o acess it everywhere;)

so technology comes handy;) n can let my friends know whats happening in my life as we departed after my 12th. want to say them i miss them n those times. To critics out ther like my sis who always comments about bad english vocabular n grammer n text message language i would ask them not to read n even if u do dont post a comment cuz this is my blog n can write anything i want.

I waited for a week to post my first post becuse i wanted it to be on first of anymonth n its april:) angel rev666 started her personal blog on 1st april:) cute na???