Sunday, August 9, 2009
I was feeling very low as my life was changing . I had so many questions in my mind and had answers for no questions. My life was Topsy-turvy. Thats wen i decided to put on my best pair of shoes and slip into my black dress.
I started to live my life the way i did when these people wernt there in my life. No issues,people who want to go way. I let them to do so.. not expecting them back with me ever again.I really let it all go. I was happy that i finally learnt to let go and this time i opened all the doors that i have locked in order not to hurt these people feelings.
To my surprise i was shocked the way new people waiting to be part of my life. I went to a private party at disc organised by my friend. I took a friend of mine into that party when i entired i was greeted by many of my old old friends whom i had forgotten once existed. It was fun to know everyone at that party like from 5 yrs??...:)
My left hand with the stamp at the party:)
When the party began i could see people dying to talk to me. i was engaged all the time and was a good time to remember. Then when i dint care a damn about past and saw a beautiful present in a weeks time evrything was back to me..
That's when i understood being myself is better than to be someone you are not. i love parties, i love to drink,i love to dance,i love to loose myself to the tune and groove,smile to people and laugh at the guys who try to impress me and try to flirt with me. I know myself well and yes I LOVE TO BE ME cuz i know no one else can ever be me no matter what...
like i always say: I LOVE MYSELF I BELIEVE MYSELF..:)